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Field Notes
Observations on God, life, and the gospel – from the field.
Come with me as I collect field notes from the frontlines of ministry, life, and discipleship. - Derrick A. Bremer

Competence, Conviction, and Character
In a world that often celebrates productivity and achievement, it's easy to drift from the true essence of our faith. I once believed that distancing myself from God would manifest as rebellion, but instead, it crept in quietly, disguised as busyness and competence. As I delved deeper into ministry, my studies became a mere exercise in knowledge, devoid of the passion and awe that once fueled my relationship with Christ.
Reflecting on this journey, I realized how easily we can transition from being fervent followers to performing duties out of habit. It's a subtle shift, marked not by drastic changes, but by a growing numbness in our hearts. Many of us might grapple with a faith that feels stale or overly professional, leaving us questioning our connection to God.

Mercy in the Wake of a Mailbox
In the rush of youth, we often chase after the thrill of adventure, convinced we can conquer the world with a pair of keys and a mapless mindset. But sometimes, the real treasure lies not in the destination but in the lessons learned along the way. I remember a morning spent in Brad’s mom’s old minivan, barreling down gravel roads, laughter mingling with the music on the radio. It all came to a sudden halt when we collided with a mailbox, a moment that could have spiraled into chaos. As we stood there, hearts racing and adrenaline coursing through our veins, the unexpected happened. Instead of anger or blame, we were met with kindness—a simple acknowledgment that we weren’t alone in our mistake. The weight of mercy descended upon us, transforming a moment of folly into an opportunity for grace. This experience resonates deeply with how we often treat our own missteps in life. Instead of trying to repair every broken piece, what if we surrendered our failures to something greater? What if we embraced the concept of mercy, recognizing that it is in our moments of

Playing with Fire and Theology
Scripture warns, "There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way to death" (Proverbs 16:25).
And this applies beyond fireworks.
Israel did the same thing. Their decline wasn't immediate. They didn't wake up one day and say, "Let's abandon God." It started small. Tiny compromises. Twisting God's words. Playing with fire. Until one day, the flames consumed them.
Hosea saw it coming as God declared, "My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge" (Hosea 4:6).
They stopped learning. They stopped caring. And they paid for it.
Too many Christians treat theology like I treated those fireworks. Something trivial. Something to tinker with but never take seriously.
Handled rightly, theology brings warmth and light.
Mishandled, it burns homes to the ground.
We focus on spiritual formation, heart issues, and loving Jesus—but how can you love someone you don't know? How can you follow a God you refuse to understand?

Beholding: Rediscovering the Wonder of Worship
The recliner groaned as I sank into it, the weary springs clanging. Across from me, a wise friend—fifty years old but weathered beyond his years—slurped his coffee. His gaze wasn’t on me but beyond, watching a fat squirrel cling to the rough bark of an oak.
“He keeps the others away,” the old man murmured. “Greedy little thing.”
Our conversation drifted like fallen leaves, words coming and going, never quite landing. But when I asked if he wanted to pray, something changed. His lips moved without sound—just quiet, awe-filled gasps. His eyes glistened as though he saw beyond his living room, beyond the window, beyond this world.
I started to pray, but my words faltered. He wasn’t asking for anything. He was beholding.
That moment changed me. My prayers had been heavy with burdens, filled with needs and cries for help. But my friend came to God with nothing but worship.
David once wrote, “One thing I have asked of the Lord, that I will seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to inquire in His temple” (Psalm 27:4).
Busyness reduces prayer to a transaction—words spoken, requests made. But the gospel calls us back. The cross reveals God's beauty, drawing our hearts to adoration.
When was the last time you worshiped God, not for what He has done, but simply for who He is?
Will you stop long enough to see?

When Conviction Calls: Finding Light in the Darkness
I never meant to be in that chase. But somehow, I got swept into it.
The roar of engines faded into the night, and suddenly, I was alone—stranded in the dark with a dead four-wheeler and no idea where to go. I had followed others without knowing where we were headed. Now, without them, I was lost.
Then, in the distance—a flicker. A beam of light swept through the trees, exposing the tangled thorns and hidden dangers around me. It didn’t just show me the way forward; it revealed how lost I really was.
Conviction works the same way. The Holy Spirit doesn’t convict us to shame us but to wake us up—to open our eyes to the truth and lead us home.
"When He comes, He will convict the world concerning sin and righteousness and judgment... When the Spirit of truth comes, He will guide you into all the truth" (John 16:8,13).
Have you ever felt the Spirit convicting you? Have you ever ignored Him, only to realize later that He was leading you home? Share your story in the comments—I’d love to hear how God has worked in your life. And if you know someone searching for the light, send this their way. You never know who might need it.

A Face Too Familiar to See

When Love Feels Fragile
The burden of every husband and every father is that we either reflect the love of God or distort it. We either convince our families that love is conditional or show them that real love stays.

God’s Transcendence and Immanence

The Sins of the Father

The Gospel and Suffering

Share the Gospel

Scars that Speak

The Marriage Plant

When Life Doesn’t Follow the Script

Meetings with God at the Kitchen Table

Saved through His Word
Why does Bible study matter? Trhough it, God speaks to us. I pray you discover the same joy, depth, and renewal through God’s Word as me. It all starts with one question: What does the Bible say?